A letter to Grandma

Dear Grandmaa,

It has been more than 3 years time when I have not seen you in this blue planet. This life cycle made you cosmic. I want to tell you one thing that I do remember a day, when I got a news that you are no more with us…I cried ….very much…. I cried for 2 hours … my eyes turned reddish… I thought I might be a luxury of being a wind and wont let you die.. But you know mamma that you’re this brat?

Papa told me one day that after you death he felt you at our old village home…
Please mamma I also wana feel you…. Will you come ever to let me feel?

Don’t you think that I loved you…?

Please come in the cosmic manner itself.


Ur brat

Babu and anvi

Anvi (2 years old) and babu (6 year old),

You dont know how my life had been. I had a morbid vision to see my life till the end of this year... but when I have started knocking your door to stay with you for kill my weekend time, I found that life is not at all abt sinking frustration, hope are there...

I remember the day when you people came with me for ice-cream at shipra....mall....and also the rock n roll that they people play....i dont like the ice-cream before that in winter...but frm that day I came to know that ice cream can act as a wonder and it can be a hypnotising moment with a mixture of you + ice-cream+ 3 degree temperature of 28 December...

I have realised that there are still some facts, which has yet to been explored by me..

Urs.......

She told me that day.... she...loves smone else...and i thought..it is how come so easy for her to tell just in front of me......that day i thought ...this is the most fake sentence that English language can configure ..."I love you"...and i start hating this frm that day...Leave this .....i will say some more one day...but not this that "I love you"